Relief
Today my body is finally starting to shrink a bit. OHSS is horrible. The last week I've felt so sick I couldn't even be completely happy with the positive test.Today it's just as if the sun breaks through. I feel a deep sense of relief and letting go. Relief that the tension in my belly is breaking. Relief this IVF is over (although I still go in for scans and bloodtests every other day). Relief that my infertile year has come to an end.
And gratefulness that a little alien has invaded my body! Or maybe two!
Ofcourse a whole new set of anxieties are ready to sneak in my system. But for now I'm fine and hopeful and optimistic.
Tomorrow I'll have another hcg and progesterone test.
posted by heleen + rod @ 2:20 PM
1 Comments:
Glad that you're feeling better and hoping everything continues to go well. When will you have a scan?
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